May 21 2010
Internal dialogue (good morning edition)
Writing-mind: “Hey, I’m in physical rehab too, ya know. There’s only so much energy to go around. You aren’t bitching out the OTHER minds for operating in fits and starts…”
Get-Shit-Done-mind: *raises one eyebrow* “Uh, have you HEARD some of my conversations with exercise-mind? You’re getting the same breaks as everyone else, baby.” *pokes W-M with stick* “Now, work! We can’t very well establish a ‘daily writing routine’ if you won’t at least TRY to write some words every day, cancer recovery or not.”
Writing-mind: “Nope, huh uh, I’m tired. And achey. And cranky. Make exercise-mind work. Or how about errand-mind, she’s been sitting on her ass for most of the last nine months. ”
GSD-mind: *looks skeptical* “Your ‘rehab’ looks a lot like ‘avoidance’ from over here.”
Writing-mind: “No, hey! Out of the house equals adventure! Observing humanity! Pattern recognition! Fodder for writing ideas!”
GSD-mind: *rolls eyes* “We have not yet had problems with the idea pipeline, even during the worst of times. Look at you! I assign you one simple task from the list, “pick which story to write next”. Simple friggin’ to-do item, easy check-off. But noooooo, YOU decided that was some kind of challenge and now instead of picking between two story ideas, we have EIGHT.”
Writing-mind: “Hey, four of them already have titles, even! This is work, we’re working here! Also, hungry. And tired. Wouldn’t moving around do some good?”
GSD-mind: “Well, we do want to get moving earlier in the morning to see how that works for loosening up throughout the day, and…hey! I see your tricks. We aren’t leaving this house until YOU write some words.”
Writing-mind: “Oh yeah? What if I just put little quote marks “around everything”?”
GSD-mind: “Nope. You can write dialogue, though, if you feel like writing quote-marks.”
Writing-mind: “You won’t complain about what I write, I just put some words down on one of our projects?”
GSD-mind: “Sure, writing words equals no complaints.”
Writing-mind: “And the blog counts as one of our projects, right?”
GSD-mind: “Counts as two or three of them, if you look at the Callie project, Cancer Chronicles, and writing posts.”
Writing-mind: “Agreed then, no take-backs! I’m off to write down this conversation as a blog post.”
GSD-mind: “Hey, that’s totally cheating!”
Writing-mind: “You didn’t say no cheating. Now, go wake up errand-mind, I’m going back to bed.”